Broken heart

Long time din blog le. Haix. I now finally realise tat how a person it is wen thin goes wrong. I haf been in army ard 2mths+ i t0t my campmate is united but wen thin happen dey start t0 push each other t0 die & sab0 each other. How can i trust my campmate again???? Goin t0 face some pr0blem on Monday. My feeling is sooooo low n0w. Ytd how much i realli drink i cant get away e pain in my heart & i takcare of my frens but dey r e 1 wh0 sh00t 1st juz because dey r scared t0 bo0k out late. REALLI FUCK MAN!!!! Now i n0e wh0 is go0d & wh0 is bad. 1 time of happen is enff. CAN SOMEONE LEND MI SHOULDER???

No matter wad happen i will stay strong....
Wad does not kill mi, make mi stronger!